• 425 •:@0.839890:0.946969:0.881079:0.946969:0.881079:0.932706:0.839890:0.932706:0.005339:0.003814:0.007628:0.007628:0.007628:0.003814:0.005339
 :@0.000973:0.067670:0.005263:0.067670:0.005263:0.051624:0.000973:0.051624:0.004291
» :@0.646352:0.071740:0.659223:0.071740:0.659223:0.055694:0.646352:0.055694:0.008581:0.004291
后记 ——我不能就这样死去:@0.659223:0.072126:0.869460:0.072126:0.869460:0.058778:0.659223:0.058778:0.017162:0.017162:0.004291:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162
 :@0.693548:0.073066:0.697838:0.073066:0.697838:0.057020:0.693548:0.057020:0.004291
 :@0.869460:0.073066:0.873751:0.073066:0.873751:0.057020:0.869460:0.057020:0.004291
后记:@0.473784:0.186912:0.542433:0.186912:0.542433:0.159046:0.473784:0.159046:0.034324:0.034324
 :@0.542433:0.186912:0.553829:0.186912:0.553829:0.159046:0.542433:0.159046:0.011396
——:@0.339233:0.222709:0.402390:0.222709:0.402390:0.194842:0.339233:0.194842:0.028832:0.034324
我不能就这样死去:@0.402390:0.222709:0.676984:0.222709:0.676984:0.194842:0.402390:0.194842:0.034324:0.034324:0.034324:0.034324:0.034324:0.034324:0.034324:0.034324
3:@0.391892:0.297687:0.401903:0.297687:0.401903:0.278966:0.391892:0.278966:0.010011
月:@0.406909:0.296647:0.426932:0.296647:0.426932:0.280562:0.406909:0.280562:0.020023
6:@0.431937:0.297687:0.441949:0.297687:0.441949:0.278966:0.431937:0.278966:0.010011
日至:@0.446954:0.296647:0.486999:0.296647:0.486999:0.280562:0.446954:0.280562:0.020023:0.020023
7:@0.492005:0.297687:0.502016:0.297687:0.502016:0.278966:0.492005:0.278966:0.010011
日:@0.507022:0.296647:0.527044:0.296647:0.527044:0.280562:0.507022:0.280562:0.020023
a:@0.532050:0.287651:0.543700:0.287651:0.543700:0.279586:0.532050:0.279586:0.011650
病，和母亲一样的病:@0.391892:0.321589:0.572095:0.321589:0.572095:0.305504:0.391892:0.305504:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
差点儿:@0.391892:0.346531:0.451960:0.346531:0.451960:0.330446:0.391892:0.330446:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
再次要了我的命！:@0.391892:0.371473:0.552073:0.371473:0.552073:0.355388:0.391892:0.355388:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
我努力地镇定，镇定:@0.391892:0.396415:0.572095:0.396415:0.572095:0.380330:0.391892:0.380330:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
先告诉老婆:@0.391892:0.421357:0.492005:0.421357:0.492005:0.405272:0.391892:0.405272:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
我的遗嘱在哪里:@0.391892:0.446299:0.532050:0.446299:0.532050:0.430214:0.391892:0.430214:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
而后:@0.391892:0.471241:0.431937:0.471241:0.431937:0.455157:0.391892:0.455157:0.020023:0.020023
我一遍遍，一遍遍地:@0.391892:0.496183:0.572095:0.496183:0.572095:0.480099:0.391892:0.480099:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
告诉自己:@0.391892:0.521125:0.471982:0.521125:0.471982:0.505041:0.391892:0.505041:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
你不能就这样死去:@0.391892:0.546067:0.552073:0.546067:0.552073:0.529983:0.391892:0.529983:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
你还有很多未完的书和未竟的事:@0.391892:0.571009:0.672208:0.571009:0.672208:0.554925:0.391892:0.554925:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
你不能就这样死去！:@0.391892:0.595951:0.572095:0.595951:0.572095:0.579867:0.391892:0.579867:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
对，加药！加药！:@0.391892:0.620894:0.552073:0.620894:0.552073:0.604809:0.391892:0.604809:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
b:@0.557078:0.611898:0.568728:0.611898:0.568728:0.603833:0.557078:0.603833:0.011650
我不能就这样死去:@0.391892:0.645836:0.552073:0.645836:0.552073:0.629751:0.391892:0.629751:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
我还有那么多未完的书和想做的事:@0.391892:0.670778:0.692230:0.670778:0.692230:0.654693:0.391892:0.654693:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
我得留下点东西:@0.391892:0.695720:0.532050:0.695720:0.532050:0.679635:0.391892:0.679635:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
我不能就这样死去！:@0.391892:0.720662:0.572095:0.720662:0.572095:0.704577:0.391892:0.704577:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
……:@0.391892:0.745604:0.431937:0.745604:0.431937:0.729519:0.391892:0.729519:0.020023:0.020023
上面这几句引自自勉诗《我不能就这样死去:@0.175676:0.795488:0.558487:0.795488:0.558487:0.779403:0.175676:0.779403:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020023:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020023
—:@0.558889:0.795488:0.598934:0.795488:0.598934:0.779403:0.558889:0.779403:0.040045
病中致自己》的第一节。这首诗:@0.599081:0.795488:0.881010:0.795488:0.881010:0.779403:0.599081:0.779403:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020095:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020023:0.020163:0.020163:0.020163:0.020023
是我在心脏突然发病后的第 天写的，里面说的“你还有很多未完的书和未竟的事”“我:@0.135135:0.820430:0.881079:0.820430:0.881079:0.804346:0.135135:0.804346:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.016138:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.012260:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.012260:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.004497:0.020023:0.020023
8:@0.378469:0.821470:0.388480:0.821470:0.388480:0.802750:0.378469:0.802750:0.010011
得留下点东西”，首先指的就是我当时正在写的《论集中民主:@0.135135:0.845372:0.672070:0.845372:0.672070:0.829288:0.135135:0.829288:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.018799:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
—:@0.672070:0.845372:0.712115:0.845372:0.712115:0.829288:0.672070:0.829288:0.040045
以中国为例》一书。:@0.712115:0.845372:0.891092:0.845372:0.891092:0.829288:0.712115:0.829288:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
a :@0.135135:0.874853:0.163710:0.874853:0.163710:0.864972:0.135135:0.864972:0.014273:0.014302
指:@0.162162:0.875785:0.176464:0.875785:0.176464:0.864621:0.162162:0.864621:0.014302
2020:@0.180039:0.876528:0.208643:0.876528:0.208643:0.863156:0.180039:0.863156:0.007151:0.007151:0.007151:0.007151
年:@0.212219:0.875785:0.226520:0.875785:0.226520:0.864621:0.212219:0.864621:0.014302
3:@0.230096:0.876528:0.237247:0.876528:0.237247:0.863156:0.230096:0.863156:0.007151
月:@0.240822:0.875785:0.255124:0.875785:0.255124:0.864621:0.240822:0.864621:0.014302
6:@0.258699:0.876528:0.265850:0.876528:0.265850:0.863156:0.258699:0.863156:0.007151
日至:@0.269426:0.875785:0.298029:0.875785:0.298029:0.864621:0.269426:0.864621:0.014302:0.014302
7:@0.301605:0.876528:0.308756:0.876528:0.308756:0.863156:0.301605:0.863156:0.007151
日。:@0.312331:0.875785:0.340935:0.875785:0.340935:0.864621:0.312331:0.864621:0.014302:0.014302
b :@0.135135:0.890238:0.163710:0.890238:0.163710:0.880357:0.135135:0.880357:0.014273:0.014302
加药，加药：心脏发病后的 个小时内，加服两次速效救心丸。时值午夜，又当封城，似乎也只有这一种自救之策了。:@0.162162:0.891169:0.888232:0.891169:0.888232:0.880006:0.162162:0.880006:0.014302:0.014302:0.011590:0.014302:0.012946:0.012946:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.012946:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.011590:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.011590:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.011592:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.011590:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302
2:@0.331253:0.891912:0.338403:0.891912:0.338403:0.878541:0.331253:0.878541:0.007151
第二天，除日常用药外，又加服另外两种药。是日夜，胸闷气短与濒死之感始得缓解。:@0.162162:0.904738:0.705631:0.904738:0.705631:0.893574:0.162162:0.893574:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302:0.014302