• 428 •:@0.118919:0.946969:0.160108:0.946969:0.160108:0.932706:0.118919:0.932706:0.005339:0.003814:0.007628:0.007628:0.007628:0.003814:0.005339
On Centralized Democracy —Taking China as an Example:@0.179757:0.081230:0.450417:0.081230:0.450417:0.070402:0.179757:0.070402:0.008261:0.005721:0.002860:0.007631:0.005080:0.005721:0.003181:0.004451:0.005721:0.003181:0.003181:0.004451:0.005080:0.005721:0.002860:0.008261:0.005080:0.008261:0.005721:0.005080:0.004451:0.005721:0.005080:0.005080:0.002860:0.010171:0.005310:0.005721:0.005080:0.003181:0.005721:0.005721:0.002860:0.007631:0.005721:0.003181:0.005721:0.005721:0.002860:0.005721:0.004451:0.002860:0.005721:0.005721:0.002860:0.006991:0.005080:0.005721:0.008261:0.005721:0.003181:0.005080
论集中民主——以中国为例:@0.118811:0.070987:0.324757:0.070987:0.324757:0.057677:0.118811:0.057677:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162:0.017162
决定暂时放下已经写有:@0.118919:0.119342:0.323660:0.119342:0.323660:0.103257:0.118919:0.103257:0.020523:0.020523:0.020534:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020023
20:@0.328806:0.120382:0.348828:0.120382:0.348828:0.101662:0.328806:0.101662:0.010011:0.010011
万字的一本企业文化专著，而转写《论集中民主》。上手:@0.353954:0.119342:0.864781:0.119342:0.864781:0.103257:0.353954:0.103257:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020023:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020023:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020523:0.020275:0.020023:0.020523:0.020523:0.020023
之后，虽然觉得准备不足，力有不逮，但同时又觉得我有可能完成论述，但需要补课，:@0.118919:0.143811:0.874876:0.143811:0.874876:0.127726:0.118919:0.127726:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018799:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
因此，要有一个较长时间。当时 ，我给自己定的时间是两年（事实证明还是过高估计:@0.118919:0.167601:0.864859:0.167601:0.864859:0.151516:0.118919:0.151516:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.005106:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
 :@0.399235:0.168641:0.404240:0.168641:0.404240:0.149920:0.399235:0.149920:0.005006
了自己，两年根本不够）。有了两年时间的计划，我忽然有信心了。:@0.118919:0.191391:0.719595:0.191391:0.719595:0.175306:0.118919:0.175306:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
从:@0.159460:0.215181:0.179482:0.215181:0.179482:0.199096:0.159460:0.199096:0.020023
2018:@0.184628:0.216221:0.224673:0.216221:0.224673:0.197501:0.184628:0.197501:0.010011:0.010011:0.010011:0.010011
年开始，写作和补课同时进行。我的补课分三个层次，第一个层次是基:@0.229819:0.215181:0.865044:0.215181:0.865044:0.199096:0.229819:0.199096:0.020563:0.020563:0.020023:0.020553:0.020563:0.020563:0.020563:0.020553:0.020563:0.020563:0.020563:0.020553:0.020023:0.020563:0.020563:0.020563:0.020553:0.020563:0.020563:0.020553:0.020563:0.020563:0.020023:0.020563:0.020563:0.020553:0.020563:0.020563:0.020563:0.020553:0.020023
础性、通识类的，比如说世界历史、中国历史、西方哲学史、政治学、政治学说史、:@0.118919:0.238971:0.864979:0.238971:0.864979:0.222886:0.118919:0.222886:0.020203:0.020023:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020023:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020023:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020023:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020023:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020023:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020203:0.020023:0.020023
国际政治方面的，包括一些政治人物传记，以期从历史的发展中、从政治人物的经历:@0.118919:0.262761:0.865039:0.262761:0.865039:0.246677:0.118919:0.246677:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
中和教科书上找方向、找思想、找史例，找论据；第二个层次是专业性、经典性的书:@0.118919:0.286551:0.864719:0.286551:0.864719:0.270467:0.118919:0.270467:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
籍材料，属于案例分析、技术学习范畴的，比如《论美国的民主》、论中国模式之类:@0.118919:0.310341:0.864642:0.310341:0.864642:0.294257:0.118919:0.294257:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020107:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
的书和重要文章等，看人家是怎么写的，写得怎么样，从中汲取营养；第三个层次是:@0.118919:0.334132:0.864879:0.334132:0.864879:0.318047:0.118919:0.318047:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
时事性、专题性、材料性的文章资料，比如《参考消息》上刊载的有关民主方面和国:@0.118919:0.357922:0.864801:0.357922:0.864801:0.341837:0.118919:0.341837:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020105:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
际政治方面的文章、微信上传播的相关文章，我以前已经收集和摘录下来的分类材料，:@0.118919:0.381712:0.874876:0.381712:0.874876:0.365627:0.118919:0.365627:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.017574:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.017572:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
比如国际政治、论民主、论资本主义、论社会主义和共产主义、论经济和经济学、中:@0.118919:0.405502:0.864719:0.405502:0.864719:0.389417:0.118919:0.389417:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020023
西文化比较研究等等。根据写作的节奏和需要，灵活安排以上这些东西的学习。这些:@0.118919:0.429292:0.865039:0.429292:0.865039:0.413208:0.118919:0.413208:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
专业性、补课式的学习几乎都对写作发挥了直接作用。方法上，不是一下子学很多，:@0.118919:0.453082:0.864879:0.453082:0.864879:0.436998:0.118919:0.436998:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020023
而是每天学习一点点。总之，努力保持一种学习和写作的激情与兴趣，相信行而不辍，:@0.118919:0.476872:0.874876:0.476872:0.874876:0.460788:0.118919:0.460788:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018389:0.020023:0.020023:0.018391:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018389:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
水到渠成。还有一种重要阅读，也是我多年坚持的习惯，就是读马列，读鲁迅，学习:@0.118919:0.500663:0.864719:0.500663:0.864719:0.484578:0.118919:0.484578:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
他们的立场、观点和方法。马列著作不仅给我的写作以直接指导和启发，也是一种极:@0.118919:0.524453:0.865039:0.524453:0.865039:0.508368:0.118919:0.508368:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
好的思维训练。所有补课和阅读贯彻一个指导思想：学以致用，为写书服务。就这样，:@0.118919:0.548243:0.874876:0.548243:0.874876:0.532158:0.118919:0.532158:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.019412:0.019410:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.018797:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
边学边写，边写边学，活学活用，学用结合。几年下来，也颇有所获。:@0.118919:0.572033:0.739618:0.572033:0.739618:0.555948:0.118919:0.555948:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
除了读之外，我还做了大量摘录和札记，总量比这本书要多，其中仅《论美国的:@0.159460:0.595823:0.865054:0.595823:0.865054:0.579738:0.159460:0.579738:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
民主》一书我就摘录了:@0.118919:0.619613:0.314884:0.619613:0.314884:0.603529:0.118919:0.603529:0.020023:0.020023:0.015762:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
20:@0.318824:0.620653:0.338847:0.620653:0.338847:0.601933:0.318824:0.601933:0.010011:0.010011
多万字，目的是使自己尽快进入剧情和语境，熟悉民主语言，:@0.342791:0.619613:0.874880:0.619613:0.874880:0.603529:0.342791:0.603529:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.015762:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.015764:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
培养民主思维和进行民主敏感性训练；深入思考国民性，强化中国感觉。这些，对我:@0.118919:0.643403:0.864879:0.643403:0.864879:0.627319:0.118919:0.627319:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023:0.020183:0.020183:0.020023
这样不是科班出身的作者来说，我个人体会，不仅必要，而且有效。:@0.118919:0.667194:0.719595:0.667194:0.719595:0.651109:0.118919:0.651109:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023:0.020023
2020:@0.159460:0.692024:0.198303:0.692024:0.198303:0.673303:0.159460:0.673303:0.009611:0.009611:0.009611:0.010011
年，是我生命中极不平常的一年。这一年，我出现了身体危机:@0.203029:0.690984:0.744276:0.690984:0.744276:0.674899:0.203029:0.674899:0.019622:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.019620:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.019622:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020023
—:@0.744814:0.690984:0.784859:0.690984:0.784859:0.674899:0.744814:0.674899:0.040045
多种疾病:@0.784538:0.690984:0.864868:0.690984:0.864868:0.674899:0.784538:0.674899:0.020103:0.020103:0.020103:0.020023
集中爆发，缠绵至今：心绞痛、高血压、失眠、前列腺炎加前列腺增生、药物性胃炎、:@0.118919:0.714774:0.864881:0.714774:0.864881:0.698689:0.118919:0.698689:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019606:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019606:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019608:0.019622:0.019622:0.019606:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019606:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
鼻炎加鼻腔糜烂出血、肩背痛等，还因空调而两次胸部感染，高烧近:@0.118919:0.738564:0.716312:0.738564:0.716312:0.722479:0.118919:0.722479:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.020023
39:@0.721117:0.739604:0.740739:0.739604:0.740739:0.720884:0.721117:0.720884:0.009611:0.010011
度，而心绞痛:@0.745424:0.738564:0.864839:0.738564:0.864839:0.722479:0.745424:0.722479:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.020023
引发的胸闷和濒死感几次都差点儿要了我的命！夜夜失眠伴着肩痛、尿频，还要应对胸:@0.118919:0.762354:0.864867:0.762354:0.864867:0.746270:0.118919:0.746270:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019576:0.019622:0.019622:0.019576:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
闷的侵扰，吸氧机成了我须臾不能离开的生活必备，日日起居无时，晨昏颠倒，最黑暗:@0.118919:0.786144:0.864867:0.786144:0.864867:0.770060:0.118919:0.770060:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019600:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019600:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019598:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019598:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
的日子里，我一天要吃:@0.118919:0.809934:0.318103:0.809934:0.318103:0.793850:0.118919:0.793850:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.020023
12:@0.322829:0.810975:0.342451:0.810975:0.342451:0.792254:0.322829:0.792254:0.009611:0.010011
次药，说实话，死的准备向来是有的。可是我想我不能就这:@0.347136:0.809934:0.864759:0.809934:0.864759:0.793850:0.347136:0.793850:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019622:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.019942:0.020023
样死去！我还有那么多要做的事和想写的书，我得留下点东西，我要活下去！想一切办:@0.118919:0.833725:0.864867:0.833725:0.864867:0.817640:0.118919:0.817640:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019576:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019576:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
法，尽一切努力，活下去！只有活下去，才能做我想做的事。就这样，每天给自己希望，:@0.118919:0.857515:0.874880:0.857515:0.874880:0.841430:0.118919:0.841430:0.019622:0.017682:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.017682:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.017682:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.017682:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.017682:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
每天给自己鼓劲，以信念和意志与疾病抗争！发病后的半年里，什么也不能做，不仅持:@0.118919:0.881305:0.864867:0.881305:0.864867:0.865220:0.118919:0.865220:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019592:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019590:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019592:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
续性的胸闷不让你做，眼睛也不给你用:@0.118919:0.905095:0.448044:0.905095:0.448044:0.889010:0.118919:0.889010:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.014771:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023
—:@0.447642:0.905095:0.487687:0.905095:0.487687:0.889010:0.447642:0.889010:0.040045
心脏发病后眼睛即不能看手机，不能看电脑，:@0.486887:0.905095:0.874875:0.905095:0.874875:0.889010:0.486887:0.889010:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.014769:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.019622:0.020023